Dormant

I can hear her banging frantically on the door

Her nails are scrapping against the old wood

The sound makes me uncomfortable

I can feel her pain...I want to let her out

But I don't know where the key is

She begs me to blow the door open

It will thrill her to see the door broken

The sudden sound will awaken her

It will send adrenalin through her

She will be alive again

As I watch her, I turn restless too

I slowly lose belief in this life

Every day is the same as the other

I want to feel the thrill, the adrenaline in my veins

I want to taste danger when its raw

I want to free my soul from that room

As of now its dormant...Waiting to erupt

Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared

After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made

I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you

So if you're asking me
I want you to know

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are

When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed

Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory

Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well

Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are
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This a song by a band called 'Linkin Park'. Whenever I hear this song it brings tears to my eyes. Nandini, it reminds me of your father.